Hey mom? I smoke weed and take pills..

My mom told me today, one day I just woke up and told her.."Hey mom? I smoke weed and take pills." I find that funny. Your 14 year-old daughter just waking up day and sayin' that. I mean, it's wrong but I laughed. My mom thought something was wrong with me around that time. Since, my dad and all had smoked pot alot (laced ones in fact) So she knew pretty much what was up..I used to come home high from football games and not come home for like a week. To tell you the truth, since it's MY journal. I miss those days..SOMETIMES. The other times, I really think. What have I done to my friends and family, huh? Sometimes I want to come through this computer and CHOKE THIS MOTHER-FRICKIN' CRACKHEADS! I MEAN OH MY GOD! DO THEY KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO WAKE UP ONE MORNING AND LOOK AT YOURSELF..really look at yourself. You look in the mirror and see a toothpick with bags under your eyes and a demonic expression on your face. God, I hate the way I am sometimes. I can shake this expression on my face..my constant fatigue. GAWD!

Heh heh heh heh..I'm so old dude. I'm turning 17 in December and I still can't remember half my teenage years. What the hell did I do on my supposed "16th" birthday? I probaly got drunk and screwed some random person. I realize something, I was disgusting..but I was having fun.

I guess that counts for something.

- Love -
Peachy

 

I remember your 16th

I remember your 16th birthday...

You feel old? you haven't even scratched the surface of old.

Eat a crap load of sugar and that fatigue will go away!!