I can't Im Not strong enough

Thanks Luvweaver,

I've come to a decision to stay with my girlfriend.
after being with her for 4 years im not willing to let go of the girl thats been there for me everytime i needed her to be, we will get threw our complications and everything will get better.

i think about losing her and it hurts because i know that if i ever let her go she would never forgive me for it.
she would see it as some kind of betyral as I would.

I wouldn't be able to look at myself knowing that i let her go over someone I "like".

shes the only girl i can truly say i love you, too and actaully mean it.

P.S.
I really do like you, but i can't let her go. Shes a huge part of my life. Shes my lifeline.

 

theres so many typos in this its not even funny