I FEEL GREAT/ Project for my Sponser

Was that good? I really think it would've been a whole lot easier just to tell them all the times..I wouldn't be suprised if alot of people tried relapsed writing down these things. How's everyone today? I'm feeling great. Really, here's a project for my sponsor. ^_^
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Name: Tiffany Dawn Henry
DOC: Xanex, Cocaine.
Age: 16
Location: Brewton, Alabama

The first time I ever did any drug was when I was technically 12. My friend Tyler and Kristen pulled me in the bathroom one day and showed me this black bottle with a blue top. It had some kinda pinkish whitish powder in it. They handed me this miny straw and told me to get to work. I was confused then of course, I was just a kid. I did it, stayed high as hell all day. First REAL experience.

My next experience was with methadone. Tyler brang it to school. (He stole it from his mother) Next thing you know he gave me half.. I couldn't see straight. I was 13 then.

My "start" as you would call it, started when I was 14. I began to get really heavy on lora Tabs/Methadone/Weed/Xanex Bars/. That had became my life. I stopped for awhile.

The last thing that drove me was Cocaine. I had stopped for a few months, because my dealer got sent off to some boot camp and I never seen him. I got cocaine from a friend of mine down the street (once again) I got really heavy on it. I was 15. I turned 16 and had already tried what you would label Marijuana/Benzo/Methaphadamine/Speed. I was addicted. I didn't know it then. Xanex had became my idol. It went from 1 bar, to 2, to 3. Most recentually 4. Cocaine was another love of mine..I just was addicted.


That's why i'm here.

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This is what I was going to

This is what I was going to say about the relapse. I didn't see this one or the other when I in fact made the post.
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I go off, thinking about how you've finally started getting off drugs, how you've finally started to get better while I look through some old threads and stuff I haven't replied to yet.....and you have a relapse. I'm sorry but even I'm disapointed. Harmless...sorry Tiffany but one time is not harmless. It can get you back on drugs and throw all the work you did to get away from them out the window, it really can. Stop taking drugs for good because if you can't do that after all the things we've said to you so that you would make up your mind to stop, no one is going to respect you. I'm sorry but even I won't.
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I'm a nice person, I try to really be nice to people and respect everyone. But I really was disappointed when I looked at the post about the relapse. And I'm also someone that believes in second chances. Don't take another relapse or all your work to stop is out the window for good. You may not start back up again on trying to stop, most never do a second time from another relapse. Just stop, please, just stop.