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I came to you and back to where I've started
I want to hold my breathe until the moment you leave
I saw it coming closer to me
I told myself to never give in

I walked away, pretending
I wrote a letter without a cause
I want to be free from all the pain

I commited a deadly sin
I imagined a sudden death
I felt a painful thousand arrows
I closed my eyes in fear and sorrow

I whispered in my sleep
"Will it ever end?"
I followed the footsteps of someone so familiar
I am being driven into insanity
"Will you help me find a cure?"

I dreamed a pleasant dream
It all seemed so surreal
I found a happy place
And then night fell
The nightmares began

I screamed out loud about the lies
I threw my fists down on the ground
I'm bleeding inside
I hope you get shot
And then you'll soon be forgotten